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Only dark in her light of day

Wed, 12 Nov 2008 07:32:50 GMT

It amuses me whenever I see a fictional character named Annette, just because my name isn't too common amongst people born after 1950. (Don't get me wrong though, I love my name.) So yes, here I've compiled a list of fictional Annettes I can remember.

From Grease: "Nobody's jugs are bigger than Annette's"
From The Simpsons: The Squishee girl that Apu had an affair with
From Will & Grace: Vincent's mother who is stoic all the time
From Cruel Intentions: Main character who makes out with another girl (I never actually saw it)
From House: John Cho's dominatrix

I'm sure there was more, but yeah. Annette doesn't seem like a great name, this generation.

Have no rival

Thu, 06 Nov 2008 20:10:52 GMT

THE PERFECT GUY

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Do you remember the good ol' days when everyone did these surveys/memes?
I found this saved as a txt file in a random folder o__o; I'm looking at my old answers and am wondering when the hell I last filled it out, HAHA

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Your Favorite

Hair color
It doesn't matter as long as it suits him and makes him happy. I guess I'll just say black or brown because I am more attracted to Asian guys, naturally .__.

Eye color
It doesn't matter as long as it suits him and makes him happy. But I wouldn't really want him to like... Wear white contacts all the time or something, HAHA

(Their) Music genre preference:
Hopefully we can share some similar music taste because I'm a music nut :\
Seems like if they at least listen to rock-ish things (Mae, Muse, etc.), we can get along well, haha.

Height (estimate):
Taller than me, please .__. Guys shorter than Annette are, well, incredibly short.
Preferably between 5'9'' and 6'1''. Any taller, and I'll strain my neck? HAHA

Age:
Around my age, but I tend to like guys much older than me, it seems. (Especially celebrities. Includes Hugh Jackman and Gerard Butler.)
The oldest guy who I have expressed interest for was eleven years older than me -__- But the guys that I have seriously considered are within a year or two of my age, haha.

Personality type:
I'm not going into detail with this... Too much crap to narrow down. If I like him, I like him, haha.

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This or That

Older or Younger:
Oh goodness, older, haha

Romantic or Horndog:
As a female, am I not obligated to say romantic? But if a guy is not a horndog... Shouldn't I be concerned? HAHA

Smart or Stupid:
Smart, please, but a little density can be cute, haha .__.

Fat or Skinny
As long as he's not too much skinner than me because I am so self-conscious haha

Skinny but muscular or Big and muscular:
How about average and muscular?! Not too keen on lean muscular, but I wouldn't want to date a bodybuilder either. Ew. Ideal body type: Hirai Ken.

Punk or Preppy:
What. I haven't heard this question since junior high. I don't think I attract preppy guys anyway. ... Nor punk.

The big picture or The little things:
Ugh, what kind of question is this .__.
Well, I just did a quick scan of my brain, and it seems like the little things have made me happier than the big picture.

Flowers/Candy or Big expensive present:
Sigh. If I had to choose between the two listed, I would chose the present because I like things that will last and won't wither or become digested. But I would still be happy if I received flowers or candy. I've never received flowers from a male before, and I've only received candy from a male once in junior high.

Mixtape or Burned CD:
Burned CD because I think the only cassette player in my house belongs to my mother, haha
But a mixtape would be cute... I could imagine him sitting there pushing record and stop :x

Love or Lust
What kind of dumbass question is this -__-
Well, anyway, no one my age is looking for love. No wonder I'm still single.

Emotional or Just not
Er, in the middle? I'm not sure how I would handle a guy crying to me (depending on the situation), but I would be pissed if he didn't comfort me a little bit if I was crying, haha. This has happened before -__-

Sincere or Jokester:
Both at the right time? Haha? Isn't balance a good thing?

Hot and mean or Ugly and sweet:
... How mean are we talking about, LOL
These questions are rather... ugh

Sexy or Just "cute":
Sexy because... I want to be the cute one, ROFL
But I can't attract sexy guys, so cute will have to do :)

Arse or Abs:
Abs...? I don't think I've really found guy's butts attractive.

Hair or Hands:
Oh goodness. Both.

Hair is a given. But it seems like guys I've liked never really cared about my opinion about their hair because once I tell them I like it a certain way, they tend to change it, ROFL. But I've noticed that (Asian) guys who really, really care about their hair... Only like one type of (Asian) girl, and they all pretty much act the same (i.e. conceited, inflated ego), so I just don't even try approaching a guy if his hair is better than my own.

And hands :x If you know me well, you should know how I have a thing for hands, but not in the way most people might think, HAHA. I mean like... in a way when you look at someone's hands and you can tell (most of the time) that they've vigorously played an instrument at some point in their life?

While I'm at it, I also have a thing for collarbones. It's rather weird; if I see one I like, I just like it. A lot. I don't like it protruding too much (as in pointy enough to injure someone else), I can tell you that.

I'm sorry I'm so weird .__.

You should have seen me when I first saw the PV for Hirai Ken's "Elegy." I went nuts, ROFL.

I was about to link a Youtube video, but it seems like Sony might have wiped out all of Ken's videos, HAHA. Here's one where they altered the voice to a really high pitch... .__. So if you put it on mute, I suppose, you can just watch the video and see what I mean by hands and collarbones, HAHA.

Dimples or Eyes:
Eyes, but dimples are cute, too. Like on Hirai Ken :x

Biceps or Calves/Thighs:
Er, biceps?

Teeth or Nose:
Well, it would be nice if he had teeth...

Clean shaven or Scruffy:
I think I prefer clean shaven, but some guys look mighty sexy with little scruffiness :9
To name a few: Hirai Ken, Hugh Jackman, Gerard Butler, Enrique Iglesias ... :x
No beard nor mustache, please.

Rugged or Prim and Proper:
Er, just... normal? Prim and proper sounds high class, and I don't think I attract anyone of higher classes, haha. And how rugged are we talking about? Because if he likes camping too much, I don't think we could get along well. Bugs and no indoor plumbing is not where I belong :\

Countryboy or Cityboy:
City .__.

Date alone or With friends:
Depends. I don't think I would mind going on a double date or whatever... (Look at me, talking about this as if I've done this before) But it seems like the guys that I have liked in the past have never really shared the same friends as me.

Mama's boy or Rebel without a cause:
I would like him to care about his mother, yes, but I just hope he doesn't have a complex, HAHA
Rebelling would be okay, too, but it would be really annoying if he just rebelled against everything all the time .__.

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Have You Ever

Dumped a guy because he liked you too much
No .__.

Loved a guy because he stalked you:
Noooo whaaat haha

Loved a guy because he hated you
Not quite, but it seems like the last two guys I have been interested in have started out in some kind of rivalry or misunderstanding... ROFL

Asked your friend's crush out:
Why would I do that o__o Luckily, it seems like my taste in guys haven't really collided with any of my friends. In fact, they tell me I have horrible taste in guys, haha.

Lead a guy on for kicks:
Not intentionally... o__o

Asked a guy out purely because he's hot:
You think I have the balls to ask someone out

Flirted with guys even though you had a boyfriend
Sigh. I've been single for a long time.

Lied about not having a boyfriend:
No

Lied about having one:
I've said that I had a boyfriend when I don't to get myself out of situations? Haha? This has only happened once or twice.

Cheated:
Aw heeell nah

Been cheated on:
Not that I know of... In fact, I would be surprised if he was cheating on me because we saw each other nearly daily during that time, ROFL

Had a crush on a gay guy:
Okay. There's a story to this, but the answer is no, not really. Don't really feel like going into detail right now though because this meme is getting awfully long.

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Their Clothing (yes/no)

Boxers:
Sure?

Briefs:
Sure?
Is it a big deal, boxers or briefs? Can someone tell me if there's an unspoken thing amongst guys if one is better than the other? Someone has told me that he prefers briefs when wearing jeans because boxers take up too much room, so I understand that. Otherwise, I don't think I care?

Hat:
If it suits them? .__. I see most guys wear beanies though, haha

Skater shoes:
What, Converses? ROFL
Sure, if he likes them?

Pimp shoes:
WHAT ARE PIMP SHOES, HAHA

Oh goodness, no

Band shirts:
Sure .__.

Vintage shirts:
Define vintage shirts?

Southpole/um..other thug clothes:
No .__.

Dixie Outfitters/Big Johnsons:
Independent/DC:
Skavenger/UGP:
Fox/Thor:
I don't know these brands.

Jeans or Shorts:
Either would be fine .__. Shorts not shorter than middle of kneecap, I guess?

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Be Honest

Would you ever date a guy for his money
No, but I would like to call it an added bonus 8D HAHAHAI would like to marry a guy with a steady income though .__.

Would you ever date a guy for his social status:
I'm open to it, but I don't think I would get along with a person with a much higher social status than me, haha

Have you ever liked hanging out with your boyfriend's friends more than him:
No

Have you ever pretended to like someone to make them feel better:
Kind of, but that was a really long time ago, and I think I was confused myself, ROFL

Have you ever called a girl a whore, when you were screwing lots of guys:
I wonder who the maker of this meme/survey hung around with, seriously -__-

Do looks matter:
Truth be told, it does a little bit, HAHA
My looks, at least. As a girl trying to meet new people, I think my image has to express what I am interested in or whatever because isn't that how you catch someone's attention .__.

Are you honestly scared of being dumped:
Probably, but I don't really have enough experience with this crap

Does size matter:
When it comes to height, yes, it does matter .__. I would like it very much if he was taller than me, HAHA

Do you avoid "situations" with ugly guys:
Er, not intentionally? If someone turns me off so badly, I might find something to make fun of them, which might fall under ugliness.

Are you ashamed to be seen with your ugly friends:
My friends are beautiful .__.

Do you hide things from your crushes/guy friends/boyfriends:
Yes, but apparently, I'm easy to read, so my efforts are wasted

Do you really want a guy to say if those jeans make your butt look fat:
This is a difficult question because I am sensitive about my size, but I can handle it from some people (like my mother, HAHA). Even if I say I don't care, I think it would show on my face that I do actually care, so... I would just avoid asking altogether.

... I ended up deleting the rest of the questions because they're made of sheer stupidity and I'm getting really sleepy, HAHA

Temptation

Wed, 05 Nov 2008 19:41:53 GMT

Brain Maker!

I knew about this for a while, but I never did it. Probably because I didn't know enough kanji back then. Anyway.

When I typed in my name with Roman characters, this appeared:

... which sounds pretty accurate, if I interpret it as my on-going pursuit to meet new people and make new friends, haha.

Then I typed in my name in katakana:

ROFL.
Full of sex, desire, friendship, and a little bit of worries.

Then there's this website, which I think tells you your chemistry makeup.

With my name in Roman characters:

Annetteの82%は花崗岩で出来ています
Annetteの11%は柳の樹皮で出来ています
Annetteの4%はマイナスイオンで出来ています
Annetteの2%は濃硫酸で出来ています
Annetteの1%はミスリルで出来ています

I don't know enough kanji to really know what exactly this means, and they're scientific terms, too =__= But from what I understand, I'm 82% granite, 11% willow bark (wood?), 4% "minus ion" (whatever that is), and 2% concentrated sulfuric acid (I definitely had to look that up, haha). I don't know what my 1% is. (Misuriru? WTF is that .__.)

With my name in katakana:

アネットの96%は元気玉で出来ています
アネットの2%は野望で出来ています
アネットの2%は心の壁で出来ています

96% energy (?), 2% ambition, and 2% wall of heart (Does that mean I'm passionate? Or that my heart is heavily guarded? HAHA.)

The result with my name in katakana sounds better, but I definitely don't have that much energy, but my ambition level is accurate. haha.

Which bridges to cross and which to burn

Mon, 13 Oct 2008 06:39:29 GMT

The truth is:
I think you're about as deep as an ingrown toenail

Give it to me baby

Mon, 06 Oct 2008 09:43:06 GMT

New David & Goliath shirts:

LMAO. This should be offensive, but... I'm just laughing.
If I saw a non-Asian wearing it, I would assume that

1. He/she is your typical A&F/Hollister whore who thinks that Asians are the most exotic thing ever and that Panda Express is the most delicious Asian food ever
2. He/she is a weeaboo, one that the majority will hate even more than a normal weeaboo

Don't get me wrong about Panda Express though. I can go for a Panda bowl from time to time.

All I have to do is try

Wed, 01 Oct 2008 01:35:40 GMT

"Here's the moment you Angelo fans have been waiting for...
The contest winners for the 10 tickets!

Say
andante
perla_camui
LithiumTears
omfg It's KIRITO!
nyozeka
Hizaki
dead
Midnightinu
Chisuto"

HAHAHAHAHAHA
I won two contests this month .__. I'm deathly afraid that something extremely bad is going to happen to me soon because you know... the balance of good and bad luck.

Well, either way, Dallas is pretty far from L.A., and it's not like I'm going to raise enough money and buy a plane ticket for the concert on Thursday .__. I've got a midterm Friday morning, too. I think I just joined the contest to test my luck? LOL?

I'm thoroughly amused though

WTF is with the other screen names

So I'll be waiting

Sun, 28 Sep 2008 05:29:46 GMT

Yaaay birthday plans didn't fall through ;w;

A late start to a fun day, Tran treated Garrison and me to lunch at Genki Sushi, and we ate at the all-you-can-eat revolving sushi belt. I'm so happy that I didn't stuff myself too much o__o; Still a lot of sushi though.

Then being lazy from stuffed tummies, we didn't really want to do our mini photo shoot at Liberty Park like we planned. Instead, we did purikura!

We were trying to make three hearts but failed D:

I'm digging my hair in these pictures :x

When we were there, I ran into Christi ;A; She gave me this for my birthday!

;A;!!!!!
AHHH I LOVE HER
She draws so well ;w; I wish I could draw as lovely as her D:

And while we were there, apparently there was a lolita meet going on. Filled with fail-litas. I heard high-pitched Japanese phrases such as "chou kawaii" while I was decorating and wanted to smash someone's face in. But I digress.

Tran and I got another Disney figurine from those gachapon machines, but I ended up getting Pooh, for the third time D: But she was so nice and traded with me, so now I have Pinocchio!

And we also swung by Yogurtland. Yum! I shoveled on fruit and mochi onto my peach (and whatever other flavors I put in my cup that I can't remember) yogurt.

Tran had to go to work, and Garrison was celebrating his sister's birthday in the evening, so after I dropped them off, back to more purikura, HAHA.

I love how my glasses turned out in these pictures :x

I didn't realize Christi wrote happy birthday ;A; She's the sweetest!

I wish my eyes were sparkly like this all the time *w*

I... I don't really look like myself in this picture, and I'm totally digging it :x

Closed eyes, ROFL

Super sparkly eyes, again *__*

This panorama failed, haha. So did my face, so I covered it up when I got home :D

I like how I have my lips puckered in 75% of these pictures, orz

They were playing the Big Bang concert DVD at the purikura place. Naturally, my eyes were glued to it. They were also playing lots of old (from my high school career) and rather recent songs. Made me nostalgic and happy :3

Airon caught up with us for dinner at Omi, which was an all-you-can-eat Korean BBQ!

Oh, my stomach. Never have I eaten so much in a day. But it was so good! Thanks, Air!

Our waiter was really cute, too :x Very nice arms :x And he wished me a happy birthday! :3

And Ryan got me a wireless Wii sensor bar! So now my rabbit won't have a chance to chew on the cord! Yay!

Pictured with the rest of my stuff

Well then, I'm falling into a food coma .__.

Akimatsuri and Rock the Campus for the Cure concert tomorrow!
What a wonderful birthday weekend! (Even though the actual date is not until the middle of the week!) Doing the things I love with the people I adore the most! Thank you!

I'd rather die than let go of you

Mon, 22 Sep 2008 05:12:15 GMT

I went shopping with Kristen and bought this at the toy store.
Now one of my lists of things to do before 2010 is accomplished!

This was my first time playing with an ouija board. It's highly amusing.

Future husband: LEM3
When I will have my first kiss: November 2008
Do I know my future husband currently: Yes
When I will get married: January 2010 (TOO EARLY, ROFL)
Where I will get married: At a hotel named Mozart, in Tokyo (Which does not exist, I think, according to Google)
How many children I will have: Two boys (D:) named Vincent and Virgil (WTF)
When my first child will be born: 2012 (Fuck, I hope not, that's way too early)

Lots of girly questions

Other questions like...
Who will be our next president: McCain
When is Kingdom Hearts III being released: 2013, on the PS4 (Which I hope not because that's too far in the future D:)

We also asked the name for the next console that will come out after the Wii
And got a very interesting name like... Momiz or something

The more answers I got for personal questions
The more depressed I also became, LOL
My subconcious is interesting :(

Like the violent roar of the sea

Tue, 15 Jul 2008 03:16:00 GMT

April 2008

2008.04.01
Taste of Chaos Tour :3
Now I can die a little happier.

D'espairsRay

In between bands :3

MUCC~ :3

The Underneath

Autograph session :3

Dessert at Natsumi~

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2008.04.26
Karoake at Family~

What do I say when everything is over

Wed, 26 Mar 2008 06:57:46 GMT